Wow, I have not written in FOREVER! Literally. Well… not literally.
Hmm life sucks. Constant disappointments. It has taken me SO long to chose a school, and I’m never satisfied. I hate anxiety I hate it! It’s making everything so hard.
Me and Mary always fight now. I hate it. I’m supposed to be happy by now, and I’m not. It hurts so badd.
I try to pray, but I’m so jumbled up inside that talking to God seems impossible. I hate hate hate this. I hate it.
I hope that I learn to trust myself.
And so I haven’t got much to say.
But I do really like this quote:
“Everything will be okay in the end.
If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.”
Even though I don’t really think it’s true.
Oh well, Time for bed.
Peace. ;D
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you learn to appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself…and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
People also say good things take time.
I’m still waiting.
Life’s just about as good as it’s been in a while. Nothing special.
I hope that soon I can pull it all together.(Whatever “it” is)
and be able to feel comfortable all the time again.
And trust me, what I just wrote is nothing how you are probably thinking ;D
I’m excited for lacrosse to start, I just hope it doesn’t get too busy :/.
I want to quit volleyball. :p
Well… sometimesss.
Anyways, I’ve got driver’s ed now :D
Byeeee ,<3
